Selamat Hari Raya

after a while, we're meeting Syawal again.
and i can tell you, the feeling is indescribable.

but since it's raya in KL, it's not much like any other days.

Raya with instax polaroid

Sisters

p/s: but i sure love the duit raya. since it's the last time i might be getting any.

rezeki masing-masing

i actually have to go out and buy something.
apa?
-charger handphone sbb old one dah bengkok
-toileterries

malassnyaa.
since duduk rumah i only go out few times.
but still,i'm happy.

home at last

after bersusah payah di jakarta.. now i can finally go home..

happy!~

6 years. road from 2006 till now.

Glad. just glad.
and i am soo happy.

Been together since 2006

And it's finally coming to an end

A new journey sets out for each one of us

But we're still together

Hoping for a better future

And the memories remain.

silence's virtue. but overflowing silence? isn't it just rude?

tahap kebosanan hebat melanda.
like, bosan gila but i get no works done.
a non productive day.
semua sbb nilai obgyn tak dapat lagi.
so i cannot proceed with sumpah purpose.

so kesimpulan: mereput di rumah. =(

i wanna go home.soon.

it's finally.. the end.. and the beginning of something new.

finally it's the end.. yay!~

finally after 4 years of pre clinical.
adds up to 2 years with 13 cycles of clinical rotation.
finally it's coming to an end..

i'm no longer a medical student.
yet otak kosong, timpani...

i'm hoping that when i get back..i get to learn new things,
do new stuff. and be around my family.
yes, i'm family-oriented.

obgyn bekasi best.
after one hell of a week. -we survived it sumhow.
with flying colours.

with dr. B, an o&g specialist.

i'm hoping that this journey for signature hunting will be smooth.

with my so-so fabulous group mate

13 days and counting

And it's finally counting days to end my clinical life here in indonesia..
After 13 cycles.. Now it's finally ending..

And I really can't wait for it to end.
Obstetric + gynecology really isn't growing in my veins.

Maybe it's because of the environment..
Maybe it's because of the groupmates.
I don't really know.

But what I know is,
I just can't wait.
It's not as exciting as other rotation.


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of samsung galaxy tab or an ipad.

i want a tab..

or an ipad.


or probably both. =(

4 weeks left

this is a true postive thinking.
i have 4 weeks left as a medical student.
after that, i'm free. =)

Long time

Haven't written anything in a long time.
Been diagnosed with chronic pulpitis.
And right now am going under root canal treatment..

In 3 more dental visits, my incicivus teet will be back to normal

Skrg cycle 2nd last. Ophtalmology. :)

Remember me..

To start with, I don't have a decent picture of him. As well as I can remember, he's always a man who smiles.

A dear friend, battling with mediastinum tumor for 9 months. 9 months he suffered, went for treatment and chemo yet nothing happen.
His condition worsen.

And today, at 8.40pm, he died..

I'm not sure how I feel.
But sure as hell I'm trying to remember his face, his voice, his actions.
It all seems blurry..

He's a dear friend. ‎​.اِنّا لِلّهِ وَاِنّا اِلَيْهِ رَجِعُوْنَ.
I hope he'll go to a better place.
I hope that even in time, we'll always remember him. Al-Fatihah

Underworld awakening

Misi selama cuti.
Dapat sign doctor. Utk buku besar.
(⌣́_⌣̀")

Kalau senang lah nak dpt sign dorg nie xpe. Nie kene bangun pagi2 tunggu doc, satu hal, then kadang2 diorg tak dtg awal pun, then nak dapat sign diorg pun bukanlah senang.

Kene senyum je eventho mata diorg mcm nak terkam org. Garang sgt..

Then as a treat for ourselves, اَلْحَمْدُلِلّهِ dah dapat 9 signs doc. Tinggal 4 lagi of which I can do nothing about..
And we went to watch a muvee. Yes I know lambat, underworld awakening 3D was awesome.

Still, rasa xde lah best sgt tgk muvee in 3D. Bese je..

*tomorrow bday Z, nak makan besar!*

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Hari nie semua orang (mostly) balik msia.
Sedih..
Tapi nak buat mcm mana.
Dah selalu sgt balik.
Nanti kene bebel pulak banyak kali sgt balik.

What to do?
Homesick kot?? Sobs..

Nak main internet, tenet sgtlah slow.
Nak berhu-ha sgt pun xleh sbb kene jimat duit.
Later cycle kene bayar sejuta (baca: rm400)

Bukak tenet kat bb. It's loading.
Loading.. Loading.. Dan tunggu je lah.

Ok. Nak buat activity berpaedah sket lah.

New wings

Agak berat responsibility utk handle event yg besar. Masalahnya, ada byk yg kene handle.
Decision decision decision.

nanti akan ada oath ceremony sempena abes medschool.
And since all the msian students nak sumpah sendiri, so kene bentuk MT utk urus majlis angkat sumpah nie..

It's difficult to gather infos.
Lots of people are too ignorant.
I hope things will go smooth.

Utk sign buku besar pulak. I already got 5 signs. °\(^▿^)/°
Titik peluh yg x sia2..
Happiness.

Now sisa2 holiday bermula.
Mereput for the next 2 weeks before start hiperkes.
Owh, hiperkes dah tukar location from jogja tue jakarta.
It's a good news, in a way.

My friends are going home.
I'm sad. (⌣́_⌣̀")

When I'm bored.

Bila dah bosan..
mula lah buat keje bukan2.

Recently, mula minat menyusun kad.
Serious takde keje..

*ok esok nak settlekan nilai anak kat koja, bye*

Last day in k-town

In few more hours, I'll be leaving karawang. :)

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I'm happy. ‎​(^____^ )

After this cuti. Then tinggal 2 cycle je lagi. Woopay!!

Now that exam's over

Rasa kosong.
Sbb exam dah habes.
Then I can feel like benda yg hafal2 2-3 hari lepas nak start ooze out dari otak.

I don't want it to be gone.

I love knowing. Learning new things.

Guess I love knowledge.. :).

*sgt sgt sgt rindu family*

Down

I think the reason I'm feeling down..
It's because I'm homesick.

I get the theory..
That the more frequent u go back home, the more u're gonna miss it when you're away.

And it's holiday for goodness' sake.

Exam

Cuti sampai monday
Tp yg scarynya selasa dah start exam..

Lepas habes cycle dermato nie, I will only have like 15 mggu before balik malaysia for good..

Scary.. Tapi kinda excited jugak.

But for now jom concentrate study.

*frust sbb tak dpt cycle obgyn lagi*

I miss my nephews.

Sad sad sad

Bila kene marah dgn org yg kita syg..
Rasa mcm sedih sgt..
Why? Cz it matters that that particular sumone not be mad at you..

I wanna be mad too but I just couldn't.

Nak balik.. Sobs..
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Kenapa saya selalu ada gula2?

Why do I always have sweets or candy near me?
Some people may know it already..
Here goes:

1. Saya selalu jatuh dalam keadaan hipoglikemi, thus I need a sugar rush to keep me stabilized. Sbb bila hipoglikemia, pening, and rasa nak pitam.

2. Bila ngantuk, or bgn pagi mulut masih berbau ubat gigi..

3. Bila period selalu nak pitam jugak. Hence, the sweets.

4. To offer to other people..

So I need sweets and candy..
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Hospital mana

Nanti bila HO nak pilih hospital mana eh?
Decision. Decision..

Takut tgk senior cerita benda yg x best.. Scary ok. Otak kosong xtau apa2..

Rasanya nak amek hosp serdang je sbb dekat dgn rumah. Other choice boleh lah kot seremban or hosp ampang.
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2012

the beginning of another year..
and 20 more weeks before going back to malaysia for good.

ain't it such a bliss?

my new year resolution. i will not state 'em here.
only after it's fulfilled, then i'll tell..

dear god.. help me..=)