planning.

i really like to plan.

i even have a note on my bb entitled future planning.

semua hasrat keinginan ada dalam notes tue.

nak tau what's in it? mana boleh. rahsia.

for now.

nanti bila dah laksanakan satu2 dalam list tue baru akan reveal the whole lists.

hehe.

hari nie dah 31st january.

means 15 hari lagi is z's bday.

sweet kan? bday lepas valentine's day.

but whatever.

i dun care bout valentine. it's his birthday that matters.

nak bagi surprise apa ek this year.

since he won't read this blog anyway.

so i think it's safe that i plan here.

or shudn't i?

first present: nak bagi hadiah apa eh? i can see that his wallet that i bought last year dah rosak.

sedih lah jugak since beli mahal2. dah rosak.

huhuhu.. maybe i shd get a new one? leather perhaps??

tgk lah nanti survey.

or maybe new shoes? baru je belikan before balik msia. nope.

new watch? the old one that i bought few years back still working. sayang.

new attire? nope dia really fussy. tak boleh beli sendiri.

gadget?? alaa semua dah ada. bb playbook pun bukannya keluar lagi.

(haha, sebenarnya sendiri yg nak bb playbook)

but it's so cool i can't help it.

later kita buat review pasal bb playbook ok.

celebration?

hurm nie kene tgk schedule dulu.

takut kerja hari tue.

tapi it's the same date as maulidur rasul

so probably public hols. tapi tatau lah kan if dia oncall.

so let see.

nak pg secret recipe. and eat the cake that we like.

hehes. tgk lah. anniversary ke 3 pun tak celebrate sbb busy. so sad.

bday card? hurm whether nak buat sendiri or beli je yg dah siap? well i guess kene tgk schedule masa dah kerja nanti.

akan pg carik barang bila dia oncall. so baru boleh buat surprise.

ok saya pun tatau apa lagi nak tulis.

since semua bergantung kat jadual kerja.

hopefully ENT cycle nie takdelah balik lewat2 sgt.

hehes. =)

ok that's it for now. ciao.

posting berikutnya..

(tgk nama dekat posting THT/ENT kat Budhi Asih Hosp)

hehes.. thank God dapat dalam Jakarta lagi..

hehes.. suka. i think.

sebab ntah lah.. and dapat posting ENT. ear, nose, throat.

tatau lah how's life gonna be kan.

dah jadi mcm awal2 balik bangun pagi and naik bas pg keje.

dalam kesesakan jakarta yg macam gila.

so berharap badan kuat!

tak payah pindah randah memang satu nikmat. jimat duit kat situ

tapi akan habes kan transportation hari2 pulak.

hurm memang ada pros n cons.

tapi dah tak payah nak rindu2 jakarta cz mmg duduk kat rumah sama je.

hehes..

owh pasal rumah.. i think i need to find a new kosan.

yep. nanti balik carik.

i guess

why don't we talk about what i want for this new year kan.

mostly what i dream of having. haha..

1. new jeans.

remember on my last post ada cakap nak new jeans, well got them. super cool.

2. new bag

hurm this is quite tricky sbb the bag that i want tue takde dah dijual kat kedai. habes stock kot.

tapi i was so sad.. tapi few days back i saw this bag mmg lawa. nanti balik jakarta nak hunt for that bag. hopefully ada lagi.

3. new shades

hurm, nie sebenarnya boleh letak bawah2 dalam list cz bukan keperluan utama. but i kinda like a new shades. because my old one is well, old.

4. new watch

nie lagilah bukan keperluan. i love my current watch but. haha. there's always a but. nak for once ada jam yang ada minit2 dia not just 3,6,9. and 12 je. and nak ada jam yang ada tarikh and hari.. am loving this watch kat seiko. tapi hurm nanti lah bila2. cz still boleh pakai the watch i'm using now. hehes.

5. new clothes.

well yeah, rasa berzaman dah tak beli baju baru.. huhu.. mostly bila dah start koas mmg jarang shopping. sgt jarang. because duit slalu saving sbb nak bayar exam, and every other thing. semua pun asyik pakai je baju yg dah ada. so sad.

6. new hairstyle

hurm.. dah bertahun tak pernah change hairstyle. maybe because i'm not the type yg suka pg salon. but i kinda think that i want to perm my hair. boring lah kan kalau asyik straight je.

dahlah that's it for now. nanti cakap lagi.

just comell.. =)

random things about me

1. most of the time. i space out.

2. i'm really scared of worms, snakes, cockroaches etc..

3. i don't like being in med school coz it's too tiring.

4. i really love interrupting ants' line.

5. i don't have much experience with the outer world. mcm kera sumbang.

the fact that i dun know what a FYP stands for before and what is LI. funnay!~

6. wonder what wud life be ifi took law instead of medschool.

7. masa mula2 orientasi in law school, i just feel that i dun belong there.

8. i'm an idiot if it comes to math but i really love physic back in high school.

9. am an impulsive buyer. tapi jarang shopping so cannot be considered shopaholic.

10. dah sampai umur 23 still i have no license.

11. i really2 love gadgets.

12. slalu terbayang how wud my life be in 10 years ahead.

13. tak sabar nak dapat first real payment. nak beli kereta.

14. rasa myvi wud be my first car. blum teringin nak kereta lain. mahal.

tapi selalu berangan bila tgk cerita intial D that i want a skyline atau imprezza. nampak lawa.

15. nak beli rumah dekat dengan family. so area bangi jugak?

16. teringin nak ada 1 closet hanya untuk shoes and accessories mcm dalam sex n the city..

17. i have no creative imagination of my own.

18. i'm shy. pendiam with org yg tak kenal.

19. i dun really have a favourite food. i just eat what i want whenever i want.

20. tak boleh tahan tgk org muntah atau kahak. because i'd get nausea too and rasa nak muntah!

21. i have terrible dysmenorrhea.

22. terbayang nak rumah warna oren kekuningan. dalam nak warna hijau. (mcm current house. duh)

23. i can't live without internet. hence the bb.

24. selalu jealous dengan orang yang dah kerja. sbb diorang ada duit untuk shopping.

25. suka tgk gambar orang. and slalu compare, why my life is not as fun as theirs?

26. kadang2 refresh FB terlebih banyak.

27. i am not quite satisfied with my current appearances.

28. i know my voice is not that good, but i love to sing.

29. tak ada any specific singers/ band yang suka sbb rasa mcm banyak. and i think i love all the hitz song.

30. suka sgt main game dekat FB. jarang main game kat DS sbb bila start main tak reti nak stop.

31. tak ada tempat duduk/line specific bila nak duduk kat cinema. sbb bila keluar dgn Z akan pilih tempat quite depan and tempat paling hujung. bila dengan kawan/family akan pilih tempat agak belakang n kat tengah. normal ke eh?

32. teringin nak badan berisi sket. sgt teringin.

33. will update later if i have new ideas. for now ciao.

so scared.

i'm so scared that i dun get to sleep well..

u see..

yesterday..

secara tak sengaja.. my nephew jatuh dari tangga under my supervision/

and i dk why i got traumatized and the images kept repeating itself right before my eyes.

i feel uneasy.

i feel guilty.

and i'm scared. totally scared.

all of my medical knowledge come backfired at me.

and i hate it.

so far, observation has been done.

no injury.

just a swell on his forehead and bruises.

even that.. doesn't help me ease down.

i'm gonna continue watching.

because i love my niece and nephew.

sickness.. come again another day.

muka org sakit.

benci lah sakit.

u see.. bila sakit rasa tak best nak buat apa2.

sakit tekak. selsema batuk demam.

memang bonus lah di hari cuti..

yesterday went out with z..

hehe.. wehad prosperity burger for lunch.

and jalan2..

jalan je. nothing else.

sume sbb sakit takde mood nak buat apa2.

great days..

penat berjalan.. now hari ahad hari untuk berehat u see..

i love home. sgt!!!!

dari jumaat, pg rumah kakak kat cheras.

first time pg rumah diorg where they lived after kawen..

aleia pn ada skali.. it's so nice.

then malam keluar pg OU berjalan2..

and we watched gulliver's travel..

sgt kelakar okay.. i know i'm kinda lambat tgk cter nie.. yelah duduk kat karawang tadek cinema kot.

nevertheless.. show was awesome.. hilarious!

and we had dinner at Seouls Garden.. nama tak tahan..keren..

tapi servings mcm Hanamasa style..

part yg paling best adalah membuat ABC sendiri..

ada jugak cube slicer skrg nie eh.. really want one later on..

and pg makan tutti frutti pun sgt best!!~

and my sis got me the best early birthday present ever.. shoes from none other than 9 west.

ok sila tepuk tgn.. if nak beli sendiri jangan harap dapat..

so sgt2 berterima kasih.. that's why i love having older sisters..

sgt sukaaaaaaa.

the next day plan pg Sunway Pyramid.. mula ingat nak pg main ice skating..

tapi since ramai sgt org so we decided to go for a karaoke instead. for 3 freaking hours..

tapi red box sunway tak banyak song selection.. lagi best kat pavillion nye red box plus.

tapi bantai gak nyanyi sume lagu yg best2!

okay tau suara tak sedap but hahaha.. lantak..

owh did i tell u that ida, miji adik sume ada??the more the merrier!!~

jalan2.. sampai dah penat.. balik rumah pancit then tido..

pengalaman: 1. jangan lupa bawak cataflam kalau period. tak tahan sakit if dysmenorrhea lagi.. panadol tak mepan.

2. kalau dah sakit tekak jangan minum air gas. tgk today suara serak.. zzzz..

perancangan

tersebut di atas adalah lists of hospitals yg terima H.O

huhu.. and nanti after habis study kene pilih 3 hospitals to do ur H.O

kalau nak pilih.. mmg hajat nak pilih dekat dengan rumah tapi....

1. if pilih dekat dgn rumah now, nanti bila M.O takut kene pegi jauh2 pulak.

2. sama sebab no. 1

so hurm.. probably akan memilih.

1. Hosp Serdang

2. Hosp Selayang

3. Hosp Seremban/Melaka/JB..

tak boleh fikir.. nantilah tgk mcm mana.. huhuhu

first day back at home.

hurm... i'm back in malaysia..

very peaceful and yet rasa quite clueless macam tak buat apa2.

true.. stagnancy mmg bukan utk berbuat apa2.. huhuhu..

but i hope i get to spend more time with my family.

i hope adik will always play with me.

owh, dia tak lupa eventho dah 6 bulan tak jumpa.

hehehes.

happy. tired. semua ada for now.

still, barang2 pun tak unpack lagi..

a new day in 2011

3 january 2011

hari nie bangun seperti weekend2 biasa.

tapi god, todayis monday.

supposedly dah gerak pg hospital and follow up patient and then lari pg komed..

dgr dr. Y membebel kutuk2.

then pg tunggu dr visit.

and ikut pg poli, and then ikut operation.

all that routines.

rite now.. NIL..

takde pape untuk utk dibuat.

melainkan membersihkan bilik an clean clean clean..

2 hari lagi before balik malaysia.

omg! i can't wait.

what i need rite now:

1. new bag.

2. new shoes

3. work clothes

4. just clothes.

5. new jeans (got them yay!~)

6. paeds and OnG books.

dan berakhirlah sebuah cerita..

with dr Malikuswari specialist neurosurgeon

with scrub nurses in OT

with specialist anesthesia

with dr Syamsul and dr dr Wuri both surgeon specialists

dengan dr Asep specialist orthopedic

dengan nurse kat poliklinik yang baik

dengan nurse2 yang baik hati

dengan dr Herda specialist Urology

my favourite people during bedah

tahun 2010 dah berakhir.

and so does my surgery rotation..

and walaupun banyak pahit dari yg manis.

but i still love my rotations here.

dari interna sampai bedah..

sbb doc yg sgt baik.

ye, saya dah lulus both interna and bedah karawang.

terima kasih doc yang banyak membantu..

now that 2010 is over.

and dah dapat holiday.

means??? i'm going home..

hari nie dah kene start kemas bilik nak balik Jakarta..

been so long since last balik jakarta..

now nak balik..

and rabu nie nak balik Malaysia..

yay~~