Nothing to soon.

Hurm, akhirnya psychiatry cycle dah sampai minggu terakhir dah.

I'm sorry doc, I don't fit to be a psychiatrist.

Lagi rela amek paeds kot. :p

Anyway, tadi pg C&K and I bought this new shoes! Hªª :) hªª :D hªª =D hªª :p hªª =)).. ‎​(^____^ )

..i don't like psychiatry ..

saya tak layak jadi seorang doktor psikiatri. why?

because:
1. i'm not patient enough
2. i'm not a good listener
3. i don't empathize enough
4. i hate writing reports. (specifically in bahasa)

bosan.bosan.bosan.

bencinya jiwa cepatlah habis.

.....................

thank god after abes psych nie boleh balik Malaysia.

last week pg embassy.. hehe. untuk aidil adha.
makanan tak sedap sgt.
so balik awal.



now rindu mak nye masakan..
nak ROTI JALA!!~

psychiatry

hurm.. first week dah berlalu.
seperti biasa, i don't know apa perasaan towards psychiatry sbb still beradaptasi.

what i know, the phrase "orang gila" is cruel.
kesian kat diorang cz normally they have a tragic past/stressor.

and we are not in the right mind ourselves if we call them that.

believe me, they should not be treated with fear but with empathy.

though we should be careful not to be dragged in their believes.
simply because, sesetengah org dgn gangguan jiwa ni ada waham yang aneh.

like: dia lah tuhan, dia raja anything.

and they even hallucinate: they can listen to a voice telling them stuff.

so we should be aware of all those.
so that we are not sucked in their vertex.

anyway, i'm gonna enjoy the next four weeks in psychiatry..

done with neuro.. moving on with psychiatry..

neuro dah habes.
and i hope semua org lulus..
tolong lah lulus.. scary kot if kena ngulang lagii. not funny..

and i love MOST of my groupmate.
sbb ada sorg yg most of us tak suka so be it.. zzz.

tetibe my perspective changed.
doktor yg dulu saya tak suka in previous post turns out takde lah teruk sgt..

btw, exam dgn dr B, he's nice.
tapi aura kita berdua tak ngam lah.. i'm scared of u... huhu..
then again, second day of exam, supposedly exam kat poli siang.
but i thought kene tunggu je kat ruko sampai dipanggil..
so i missed the exam and kene buat referat.

so right now tgh mengumpul ebergy untuk siapkan referat today.
sbb nak submit by monday. i don't care..

feeling down..

in every cycle there's always this one doctor that u can't stand..

i don't like the way he teaches us...
what kind of a teacher who act like he's underestimating us.
racist is one thing..but then?

if u are a teacher, then act like one.
u may like to teach, but ur way is too intimidating..


i feel bad.

eid 2011

selamat hari raya, maaf zahir & batin..

after this posting neuro.. malasnyaaa...

the last few days before raya

hai..
dah bulan puasa..
in fact, dah nak abis dah pun puasa. tinggal few days lagi nak raya..
why malas nak menulis? because takde interesting story.
owh except..
1. i'm going home for raya. yay!!~
2. baby iman dah lahir via sectio ceaserean e.c oligohidramnion + breech position
3. duit claim kitas dah masuk
4. exam lisan untuk IKM dah lepas dah.

so nie masih sisa exactly 7 hari before balik malaysia for raya..

i hope this will be the BEST raya ever..
as i get to spend them with my family..

Flight of ideas

1. Ping! Is offensive if being repeated 2-3 times. If it's not delivered, ok I understand u try to somehow give a boost by "Ping!". But if repeated 2-3 times, it's annoying tau. Sumtimes kita tgh busy, and tgk2 kat ввм apa lah yg penting sgt, rupa2nya just simply nak bgtau benda bodoh2 je and ping! Yg lebih2.. (¬_¬) Zzz

2. Being a medstudent is boring. Medical doctor as a profession, I never think of that as sumthing to be proud of. What's the use of having an elite (yeke?) White collar profession when ur life tunggang-terbalik?

3. I just wanna go home. I wanna go home. I can say this thousands of time cz I really wanna go home. I miss my family, my nephew, niece. Everyone.

4. Nak shopping. Tapi taknak. Dia perasaan just in between.

5. Just bought new silicon cover for my bb. So people would stop assuming that my favourite colour is purple.

6. Nak cepat2 habeskan IKM. And also wanna excel in it. آمينَ


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Haus Ilmu

I know it's a sensitive topic
Tapi it crossed my mind, so here goes.

Koas pertama mmg selalu exciting,
Challenging, and it drives you in a sort of way..
Tp kan, jangan lah sampai HI and menjatuhkan group sendiri.
I mean it's crucial to know, bila dah jadi koas jgn jadi extremist.

Sbb if dah jadi terlalu rajin awal2, when you're needed to be hardworking, awak jadi malas sampai pato.

So I guess, it's best to start of easy.
Jadi average, blend in..
And excel in exams.

Jadi koas essential nya u do you job, tak MT, tak extremist..

P/s: how do others see me?
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Health and happiness

Sekarang merasakan health adalah harta terbesar yang perlu dikejar.
Sakit is not a good thing.
It doesn't feel good.

Nanti kerja tergendala.
Badan, emosi tak sehat.
Lemah. Weak.

And if the outcome is not good.
Then it will not just affect u, but your friends and family..

So dear God, give me good health.
One of many things I've asked so far. آمينَ
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Miss

Rindu stase anak. Keji x..
Dulu masa still stase anak tak sabar sgt nak habes.
Now rindu pulak babies kat situ. Rinduu..

Now stase IKM, first 2 days boring gila.
Hari nie cuti dapat makan free.
Esok dah start masuk puskesmas.. Hopefully lah menarik.
X dapat membayangkan hidup 8 mggu ke depan.


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اَلْحَمْدُلِلّهِ

Thank god stase stressful nie dah berakhir. Even tho berakhir dgn mixed feelings. Tapi bersyukur gak sbb dah selesai. Even tho tak tau hasil akhir ke arah bonam ke malam.. (⌣́_⌣̀")

hari ni selesai packing barang
Esok pagi nak pindah balik grogol.
Dah xde jaga malam sampai raya. Hehes..

Lepas nie dapat cycle IKM kat jakarta..
Dah tak larat duduk koja sbb duit habes beribann. Stress dia banyak faktor pencetus..

Org berharap hidup should be fullfiling kan? My life.. Don't quite like where I am standing right now.
Tp apa boleh buat, terima je lah.
If God gives u an obstacle, it's only because He knows that u can cope with it..

And I'm homesick..
Nak jumpa semua org..
And nak jumpa baby Iman Hezry.
Cute name..
Iman Hezry b Izwan Effendy. Comell..
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Since whatever..

2 hari lagi exam bangsal..
How? How? Dah cukup ready kah??

Rite now I wanna sleep.
That's all I know for sure..

And I looked so skinny I hate myself.


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Stages of relationship..

Org kata (actually tgk u-tube), rship ada few stages. We go thru each stages and it has its own criteria.. It's more like a phase from hooking up to breaking up.

01. Strangers
Mula2 tak kenal. Like apa yg attract the both of u close to each other. The x factor. Looks? Attitude? Just simply anything??

02. The chase
Dari mula2 usha sampai tackle2. Trial n error phase. Org kata (u tube) masa nie masa yg paling berbunga2. Bila ada 1 new message. Hati melompat2 nak baca sms tue. Yeke? Ahaha.. Skrg zaman ввм sume naik terus takde tunggu 2-3 minit for one new sms.

03. Honeymoon
Bila dah jadi couple. Rasa dunia nie bling2. Full of rainbows. Haha. Mcm teori ted from HIMYM honeymoon phase nie, kita rasa kita lah yg paling hebat and other couple sux. Well, it's gonna last sumhow.

04. Comfortable
Bila dah habis dah phase rollercoaster ride nie. Mulalah kita akan menjadi diri kita sendiri. U-tube cakap phase nie it's either u continue to work on the rship or u just simply start to build a distance with ur partner.

05. Tolerance
Bila dah start ada that invisible distance, mula rasa there's sumthing wrong, but u just don't know what. Most of steady couple ada di phase ini. They foughts, they argue, they make up, and it goes on and on. Tp sbb the trust they have upon each other yg buat diorg still holding on.

06. Downhill
Nie bila the bitter parts are more than the sweet parts. Rough days turns to months or maybe years. Masa nie lah akan pop up question in each of their mind, are they strong enough to either hold on or let it go ie. Breaking up. Masa nie jugak lah, they start to look for a matress to back their fall, maybe cheating with other person, or just simply ignoring the other person or whatever. But it's going down the drain.

07. Breaking up
Mula2 rasa bila break up nie ada 2 outcome. Sama ada u can maintain being just friends or u turns out being each other worst nightmare. Which one is urs?

08. Strangers
Bila dah back to strangers, all u have is just bits of memories. Tak ingat sgt pun. Eventho u'll still remember, but that heart of urs still have the scars from the breaking. U'd never want to feel it ever again.

So what phase are u?

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Exam poliklinik

Taktau lah nak sedih ke x.
But dapat case yg tak master.
Kejang demam.
Or known as febrile seizures.

So al-kisah kan dapat exam ngan dr R.
Dia, hurm, just dun take what he said seriously..
But ada jugak stuff yg dia cakap eventho maybe untuk bercanda je.
Tp.. U know..

Takde lah rasa lega exam dah habis.
Sbb still ada exam lagi mggu depan. Still have to work hard!

Lepas nie cycle IKM. Jakarta.

P/s: gambar gerhana bulan
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I don't know if I will do well tomorrow

Hari nie dapat pasien exam..
Tak expect langsung dapat kejang demam..
Sebab orang lain sume dapat kasus demam, tb, diare, asma etc..
Topik yang agak senang..
Me? Tak berapa nak bernasib baik lah..
To me, kejang is easy.. Not that difficult, tp bila dah kene tanya too deep and berkaitan dgn neurologi.. X master lah sedalam itu..
Hence, the cuak-ness..

So buat status dalam keadaan stress sbb fikir if kene ujian hari nie mmg mati..
Tak tau if kene tanya too deep..
So when dr R datang kat peri..
Me dgn muka dah nak menangis sbb x ready at all..
And he said, ok sambung exam esok..
So mmg janji kat diri sendiri, akan digunakan utk belajar..
Eventho bakal x dapat jawab most of the questions, at least I've learned n tried my best!

Doakan saya ye kawan-kawan..

I so miss my nephew..
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Exam. Never ending exam.

Exam poli start minggu ke 9 hari rabu nie..
And I feel like there's too much to cover.
Tak sempat confirm..
And I'm so scared I'd go blank depan doctor tersebut.
Dgr cerita doc nie antara baik dan killer. Suka-suki dia..
Takut lah..
Tak pernah exam sorg2. At least selalu berdua yg at least u're not the only target..
Akan ada satu periode lucid mcm tue utk buys u time to think. Think. Think.
Nie if u go blank, tak tau.. And the doc will just look at u..
Ahhh scary..
And khamis nie dapat tau dpt cycle mana..
I so wanna go home for raya.. Huhu..
Nak balik raya..
Nak stase lepak sket.. Boleh tak??
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Anhedonic

I have this serious feeling..
The feeling of nothing-ness. Kosong.
Terlalu banyak yg bermain di fikiran.
Until I've gone numb.
And I just put everything ON HOLD.
Not wanting to deal or put it aside..

Siklus kali nie.. Rasa bosan.
Why? Sbb semua takde yg exciting..
Wait, babies.. Tue je yg soothing.
Other than that. Nil..

Doctor tak best sgt.
Perawat tak best sgt.
And I feel irritated more that I should..
Just about everything..
Tak sabar nak habes..

Smoga lepas nie dah x dapat dah siklus kat sini.

Owh btw, kawan seangkatan didx suspek limfoma.
I know it's dangerous..
And I feel sorry for him.
Doctor is the worst patient or so I've been told..

Smoga semuanya berakhir dengan baik. آمينَ
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paeds Koja

paeds.. taktau nak cakap apa

rasa mcm di awang-awangan..

and rasa mcm dalam dunia sendiri with the kids.

funny about kids.. they can be both annoying and enjoying..

they have their charms, u see. when they smile.

full of innocence and purity..

i love kids..

sangat...

berjaya.

alhamdullilah.
lulus dengan cemerlang stase Forensik..
walaupun rasa forensik agak bosan..
tapi in the end it is all worth it..

dan pg jumpa dentist untuk tampal gigi.
rasanya kene control lagi hari jumaat but tgk lah if sempat pg. malas tak pg..

and esok dah nak pg Karawang.
dgn tujuan nak pg amek nilai interna n bedah..

akhirnya surat claim coass dah hantar.
just harap dia proses cepat and before jumaat dah dapat.
cz i need to buy this. and fast!~

stase paling scary kot.

huhu.. i never really like kids.
i mean in general they're cute.
but maybe when they're sick, and whining and crying.
i can never handle them.
plus maybe trauma tgk anak k-town suffers so rasa semua stase anak pun akan mcm tue.

takut.
takut..

tp kene jugak tabahkan hati.
what to do?
dah dapat stase anak kat RSUD Koja.
just jalani je lah the next 10 weeks.
dah lah dpt dgn sorg yg memang well-known to be patologis.
haihs.

ok. be positive!~

antique

call me old fashion.
but u see. people these days talks with nauseating language.

when i was still a 12-16 year-old girl.
i don't even know the word like: (let me list them down)
aq
lettew
kewr
cane
cyg
gax taw
etc.

they all sound so absurd. pathetic.
like why do u have to talk like a small child when you're already entering adolescent phase.
true, u say, "it's just normal-in-trend-everyday-language"
but then again, it sounded so wrong.
i'm nauseated.

the way i look at it. it looks like they're a bunch of uneducated people.

geez, i do sound old.

forensic.

dunno what it'll be like.. but surely i miss my routine.

haha.. cuti banyak2 pun boleh buat diri pening.

cz cuti or not, wud wake up early jugak.

THT BA dapat ujian dgn dr. Fauzan. really nice person.

seriously. and he gave us B+

yay!~ tapi berharap dr R akan kekalkan nilai tue.

and minggu depan akan start forensik.

harap2 dapat bertahan dengan bau yg aneh2.

ENT Budhi Asih..

ada benda yg teringin.

i mean untuk temporary usage je masa kat jakarta and tgh koass.

it's easy to travel with.

and it's super cute.

ok. kalau pasal ENT.

hurm ntah lah.

maybe sbb penat travel pakai busway.

so rasa ent nie takde lah exciting sgt.

eventho dapat pekse patients.

dapat ikut operasi yg best.

still, not that exciting.

maybe sbb hari2 tgk org punya taik telinga kot. jadi bosan.

and kena tahan geli.

hehes. maaf doc~

nak update

nak.. tapi penat..

maybe later ok.

life sgt terumbang ambing now.

nak tido. bye.

planning.

i really like to plan.

i even have a note on my bb entitled future planning.

semua hasrat keinginan ada dalam notes tue.

nak tau what's in it? mana boleh. rahsia.

for now.

nanti bila dah laksanakan satu2 dalam list tue baru akan reveal the whole lists.

hehe.

hari nie dah 31st january.

means 15 hari lagi is z's bday.

sweet kan? bday lepas valentine's day.

but whatever.

i dun care bout valentine. it's his birthday that matters.

nak bagi surprise apa ek this year.

since he won't read this blog anyway.

so i think it's safe that i plan here.

or shudn't i?

first present: nak bagi hadiah apa eh? i can see that his wallet that i bought last year dah rosak.

sedih lah jugak since beli mahal2. dah rosak.

huhuhu.. maybe i shd get a new one? leather perhaps??

tgk lah nanti survey.

or maybe new shoes? baru je belikan before balik msia. nope.

new watch? the old one that i bought few years back still working. sayang.

new attire? nope dia really fussy. tak boleh beli sendiri.

gadget?? alaa semua dah ada. bb playbook pun bukannya keluar lagi.

(haha, sebenarnya sendiri yg nak bb playbook)

but it's so cool i can't help it.

later kita buat review pasal bb playbook ok.

celebration?

hurm nie kene tgk schedule dulu.

takut kerja hari tue.

tapi it's the same date as maulidur rasul

so probably public hols. tapi tatau lah kan if dia oncall.

so let see.

nak pg secret recipe. and eat the cake that we like.

hehes. tgk lah. anniversary ke 3 pun tak celebrate sbb busy. so sad.

bday card? hurm whether nak buat sendiri or beli je yg dah siap? well i guess kene tgk schedule masa dah kerja nanti.

akan pg carik barang bila dia oncall. so baru boleh buat surprise.

ok saya pun tatau apa lagi nak tulis.

since semua bergantung kat jadual kerja.

hopefully ENT cycle nie takdelah balik lewat2 sgt.

hehes. =)

ok that's it for now. ciao.

posting berikutnya..

(tgk nama dekat posting THT/ENT kat Budhi Asih Hosp)

hehes.. thank God dapat dalam Jakarta lagi..

hehes.. suka. i think.

sebab ntah lah.. and dapat posting ENT. ear, nose, throat.

tatau lah how's life gonna be kan.

dah jadi mcm awal2 balik bangun pagi and naik bas pg keje.

dalam kesesakan jakarta yg macam gila.

so berharap badan kuat!

tak payah pindah randah memang satu nikmat. jimat duit kat situ

tapi akan habes kan transportation hari2 pulak.

hurm memang ada pros n cons.

tapi dah tak payah nak rindu2 jakarta cz mmg duduk kat rumah sama je.

hehes..

owh pasal rumah.. i think i need to find a new kosan.

yep. nanti balik carik.

i guess

why don't we talk about what i want for this new year kan.

mostly what i dream of having. haha..

1. new jeans.

remember on my last post ada cakap nak new jeans, well got them. super cool.

2. new bag

hurm this is quite tricky sbb the bag that i want tue takde dah dijual kat kedai. habes stock kot.

tapi i was so sad.. tapi few days back i saw this bag mmg lawa. nanti balik jakarta nak hunt for that bag. hopefully ada lagi.

3. new shades

hurm, nie sebenarnya boleh letak bawah2 dalam list cz bukan keperluan utama. but i kinda like a new shades. because my old one is well, old.

4. new watch

nie lagilah bukan keperluan. i love my current watch but. haha. there's always a but. nak for once ada jam yang ada minit2 dia not just 3,6,9. and 12 je. and nak ada jam yang ada tarikh and hari.. am loving this watch kat seiko. tapi hurm nanti lah bila2. cz still boleh pakai the watch i'm using now. hehes.

5. new clothes.

well yeah, rasa berzaman dah tak beli baju baru.. huhu.. mostly bila dah start koas mmg jarang shopping. sgt jarang. because duit slalu saving sbb nak bayar exam, and every other thing. semua pun asyik pakai je baju yg dah ada. so sad.

6. new hairstyle

hurm.. dah bertahun tak pernah change hairstyle. maybe because i'm not the type yg suka pg salon. but i kinda think that i want to perm my hair. boring lah kan kalau asyik straight je.

dahlah that's it for now. nanti cakap lagi.

just comell.. =)

random things about me

1. most of the time. i space out.

2. i'm really scared of worms, snakes, cockroaches etc..

3. i don't like being in med school coz it's too tiring.

4. i really love interrupting ants' line.

5. i don't have much experience with the outer world. mcm kera sumbang.

the fact that i dun know what a FYP stands for before and what is LI. funnay!~

6. wonder what wud life be ifi took law instead of medschool.

7. masa mula2 orientasi in law school, i just feel that i dun belong there.

8. i'm an idiot if it comes to math but i really love physic back in high school.

9. am an impulsive buyer. tapi jarang shopping so cannot be considered shopaholic.

10. dah sampai umur 23 still i have no license.

11. i really2 love gadgets.

12. slalu terbayang how wud my life be in 10 years ahead.

13. tak sabar nak dapat first real payment. nak beli kereta.

14. rasa myvi wud be my first car. blum teringin nak kereta lain. mahal.

tapi selalu berangan bila tgk cerita intial D that i want a skyline atau imprezza. nampak lawa.

15. nak beli rumah dekat dengan family. so area bangi jugak?

16. teringin nak ada 1 closet hanya untuk shoes and accessories mcm dalam sex n the city..

17. i have no creative imagination of my own.

18. i'm shy. pendiam with org yg tak kenal.

19. i dun really have a favourite food. i just eat what i want whenever i want.

20. tak boleh tahan tgk org muntah atau kahak. because i'd get nausea too and rasa nak muntah!

21. i have terrible dysmenorrhea.

22. terbayang nak rumah warna oren kekuningan. dalam nak warna hijau. (mcm current house. duh)

23. i can't live without internet. hence the bb.

24. selalu jealous dengan orang yang dah kerja. sbb diorang ada duit untuk shopping.

25. suka tgk gambar orang. and slalu compare, why my life is not as fun as theirs?

26. kadang2 refresh FB terlebih banyak.

27. i am not quite satisfied with my current appearances.

28. i know my voice is not that good, but i love to sing.

29. tak ada any specific singers/ band yang suka sbb rasa mcm banyak. and i think i love all the hitz song.

30. suka sgt main game dekat FB. jarang main game kat DS sbb bila start main tak reti nak stop.

31. tak ada tempat duduk/line specific bila nak duduk kat cinema. sbb bila keluar dgn Z akan pilih tempat quite depan and tempat paling hujung. bila dengan kawan/family akan pilih tempat agak belakang n kat tengah. normal ke eh?

32. teringin nak badan berisi sket. sgt teringin.

33. will update later if i have new ideas. for now ciao.

so scared.

i'm so scared that i dun get to sleep well..

u see..

yesterday..

secara tak sengaja.. my nephew jatuh dari tangga under my supervision/

and i dk why i got traumatized and the images kept repeating itself right before my eyes.

i feel uneasy.

i feel guilty.

and i'm scared. totally scared.

all of my medical knowledge come backfired at me.

and i hate it.

so far, observation has been done.

no injury.

just a swell on his forehead and bruises.

even that.. doesn't help me ease down.

i'm gonna continue watching.

because i love my niece and nephew.

sickness.. come again another day.

muka org sakit.

benci lah sakit.

u see.. bila sakit rasa tak best nak buat apa2.

sakit tekak. selsema batuk demam.

memang bonus lah di hari cuti..

yesterday went out with z..

hehe.. wehad prosperity burger for lunch.

and jalan2..

jalan je. nothing else.

sume sbb sakit takde mood nak buat apa2.

great days..

penat berjalan.. now hari ahad hari untuk berehat u see..

i love home. sgt!!!!

dari jumaat, pg rumah kakak kat cheras.

first time pg rumah diorg where they lived after kawen..

aleia pn ada skali.. it's so nice.

then malam keluar pg OU berjalan2..

and we watched gulliver's travel..

sgt kelakar okay.. i know i'm kinda lambat tgk cter nie.. yelah duduk kat karawang tadek cinema kot.

nevertheless.. show was awesome.. hilarious!

and we had dinner at Seouls Garden.. nama tak tahan..keren..

tapi servings mcm Hanamasa style..

part yg paling best adalah membuat ABC sendiri..

ada jugak cube slicer skrg nie eh.. really want one later on..

and pg makan tutti frutti pun sgt best!!~

and my sis got me the best early birthday present ever.. shoes from none other than 9 west.

ok sila tepuk tgn.. if nak beli sendiri jangan harap dapat..

so sgt2 berterima kasih.. that's why i love having older sisters..

sgt sukaaaaaaa.

the next day plan pg Sunway Pyramid.. mula ingat nak pg main ice skating..

tapi since ramai sgt org so we decided to go for a karaoke instead. for 3 freaking hours..

tapi red box sunway tak banyak song selection.. lagi best kat pavillion nye red box plus.

tapi bantai gak nyanyi sume lagu yg best2!

okay tau suara tak sedap but hahaha.. lantak..

owh did i tell u that ida, miji adik sume ada??the more the merrier!!~

jalan2.. sampai dah penat.. balik rumah pancit then tido..

pengalaman: 1. jangan lupa bawak cataflam kalau period. tak tahan sakit if dysmenorrhea lagi.. panadol tak mepan.

2. kalau dah sakit tekak jangan minum air gas. tgk today suara serak.. zzzz..

perancangan

tersebut di atas adalah lists of hospitals yg terima H.O

huhu.. and nanti after habis study kene pilih 3 hospitals to do ur H.O

kalau nak pilih.. mmg hajat nak pilih dekat dengan rumah tapi....

1. if pilih dekat dgn rumah now, nanti bila M.O takut kene pegi jauh2 pulak.

2. sama sebab no. 1

so hurm.. probably akan memilih.

1. Hosp Serdang

2. Hosp Selayang

3. Hosp Seremban/Melaka/JB..

tak boleh fikir.. nantilah tgk mcm mana.. huhuhu

first day back at home.

hurm... i'm back in malaysia..

very peaceful and yet rasa quite clueless macam tak buat apa2.

true.. stagnancy mmg bukan utk berbuat apa2.. huhuhu..

but i hope i get to spend more time with my family.

i hope adik will always play with me.

owh, dia tak lupa eventho dah 6 bulan tak jumpa.

hehehes.

happy. tired. semua ada for now.

still, barang2 pun tak unpack lagi..

a new day in 2011

3 january 2011

hari nie bangun seperti weekend2 biasa.

tapi god, todayis monday.

supposedly dah gerak pg hospital and follow up patient and then lari pg komed..

dgr dr. Y membebel kutuk2.

then pg tunggu dr visit.

and ikut pg poli, and then ikut operation.

all that routines.

rite now.. NIL..

takde pape untuk utk dibuat.

melainkan membersihkan bilik an clean clean clean..

2 hari lagi before balik malaysia.

omg! i can't wait.

what i need rite now:

1. new bag.

2. new shoes

3. work clothes

4. just clothes.

5. new jeans (got them yay!~)

6. paeds and OnG books.

dan berakhirlah sebuah cerita..

with dr Malikuswari specialist neurosurgeon

with scrub nurses in OT

with specialist anesthesia

with dr Syamsul and dr dr Wuri both surgeon specialists

dengan dr Asep specialist orthopedic

dengan nurse kat poliklinik yang baik

dengan nurse2 yang baik hati

dengan dr Herda specialist Urology

my favourite people during bedah

tahun 2010 dah berakhir.

and so does my surgery rotation..

and walaupun banyak pahit dari yg manis.

but i still love my rotations here.

dari interna sampai bedah..

sbb doc yg sgt baik.

ye, saya dah lulus both interna and bedah karawang.

terima kasih doc yang banyak membantu..

now that 2010 is over.

and dah dapat holiday.

means??? i'm going home..

hari nie dah kene start kemas bilik nak balik Jakarta..

been so long since last balik jakarta..

now nak balik..

and rabu nie nak balik Malaysia..

yay~~