first day of class

as u see, today is my first day of class
i can't sleep last night. i don't know why.
but please note that it has nothing to do with excitement for classes (duh)
hehes. ME (mental emosional) is a total disappointment.
class was packed with students.
and it was boring. seriously.
and i see the schedule that we will be having discussion like everyday after this..
ahhhhh. and that's so frustrating.
lucky the exam is on friday after holiday.
i hope things will be better. i hope it will.
please.

i'm gonna start writing and yet i'm stil not sure what am i gonna talk about.
to start, i have some serious problem of spending money.
i like to shop, i mean, really really like to shop.
hahaha... and yet, i'm still fussing about why MARA couldn't give enough?
i'll try to watch where i'm spending my money on next time. (haha)
this month i've already spent a lot. no, seriously.. A LOT!!!
here are some of the things that i dare to put here...
hahaha.. yg lain taknak letak.. psycho suka membeli belah.





meanwhile, 2nd year of medic had passed.
now i'm a 3rd year student.
and it's official starting tomorrow.
class will be packed with malaysian.
as all of us are put in one class.hahaha
and it will all begin tomorrow, the goods and the bads..
but i'd worry about that later on.
but why do i get bad feelings about this?
am i dreading the worst?
let me be proven wrong.
i'm gonna start with ME (mental emosional)
sumthing like psychiatry stuff to me.
hope i'll come out clean and smooth.

for all i know,
my heart is already in malaysia.
body in one place, minds are elsewhere.
i can't wait fot september 25th to come.
i wanna go home.. finally!!~
but i'm guessing that the exam will be right after hols end.
which mean, that i have to study at home?? (sh*t)

however, going back home means raya is coming..
i wanna eat..
i wanna go out..
i wanna do some family thingy..
i wanna eat.. (again)

gossip girl.

one phrase i remembered from season 2 gg is
"a lifeguard is like Kleenex, it's disposable" *wink*
i just finished downloading everything.
the season of downloading has just begun.

what i do.

gossip girl season 2 and prison break season 4.
downloads are in progress...
hahaha.

right now.

and so begin my short term holiday...

finally, it's over~

i just had my KV exam this morning.
it was tough, no doubt.
but i am glad that it is over.
right now, all i can do is pray and hope that i'll achieve good result.
my MP7 has come out, the result i mean.
and it turns out that i'm doing good. thank god.
many things have happened during my absence in posting..
i'm busy busy busy studying,
and my mood for studying is decreasing slightly day by day.
*sigh*...
i wish i could study harder.
i got my ipod classic 80gb(silver)
it is cool exploring it. yet i am not a master in technology.
so it took me some times to figure out how to use the i tunes correctly,
what more, to actually organize songs and music video...
it really need a lot of patience.
hahaha... but i've already put around 500 songs inside it, 14 music video and 3 movies.
and it's still counting up... (sape suruh dia ada 70gb free space lagi?)
hahaha... and it's already ramadhan, fasting month,
and i am going back to Malaysia bu the end of this month,
my flight on 25th September was rescheduled by Air Asia,
i had to call the center to conformise my flight schedule,
and everything is okay now.
it's already the 3rd day of fasting...
counting the days to go home. =)

a letter to you dear love

the rain is falling heavily,
and i hope you are here with me.
to hold me tight right in your arm,
keep me safe, keep me warm.
distance keeps us apart,
but you and i will never part.
this feeling will always bloom,
for you will cast away the gloom.
and i want to be with you right here,
just stay close, don't disappear.