.. and the 1st cycle is over ..

and i'm proud to announce that i've passed the first KKD cycle.
it's not easy.
it requires understanding and hardwork (is it?)


but we've passed the requirement.
and right now, i'm free till tomorrow.
but i still have to study for the pretest gynecology that'll be on monday.
*sigh*


medicine: a lifelong study. true.

.. will not be updating for a while ..

MAAF
saya BUSY.
HARAP MAKLUM.

we're sorry for any inconvenience caused.

.. the beauty of an X Ray ..

what do you see in the above picture?
nothing? or maybe something that you don't understand?
what i see?

this wud be how i describe it.
Foto Thorax PA
Deskripsi:
1. Tampak daerah hiperluscent di hemithorax kanan tanpa corakan bronkovaskuler disertai dengan paru yang kolaps.
2.Terdapat efek dorongan +ve yang mendorong jantung ke kontralateral.
Kesan:
Pneumothorax dextra.

but i'm still learning.
and i have to master making that kind of description for next week's exam.
*sigh*

.. feeling better yet scared ..

better than my first day.
but absolutely scarier..
because, dr kristanto told us that passing mark for exam had changed.
aima told jida that passing mark is 80.

and it means, i have to get an A to pass. =(
and i'm scared that i cannot read the rontgen photos.
and i'm scared my point is incorrect it will deduct my mark (minus system)

and Z is worried bout his exam too.
and i'm sorry i cannot offer much help because i'm also busy..
i'm sorry..

i hope u'd do well in ur exam.
wish u all the best Z.

.. radiology cycle at RSAL ..

KKD/ skills lab began this morning.
AND I FELT ALIENATED!
WHY?

1. because all my group besides Min are indonesian batch 05!
2.first day of skill lab and i had to go to RSAL! (which i dunno where)
3.too many information squeezed into my tiny brain.
4.i'm starving.
5.i dunno how to adapt in new place.
6.Z wasn't there.
7.no familiar faces (i feel like crying!)
8.food was bad. (and expensive)
9.and i'm still in the mood for holidays!
10.exam next week.
11.Dr. Kristanto is said to be very strict.
12.and i have to go thru another 2 weeks of this.
13.KKD is busy!!! so unlike what my senior described. =(

and i dunno if i can go thru another day like this.
i'm so tired.
and i still have to help Z with his assignments. *sigh*

.. my time is up ..

i'm sitting here in the living room.
cherishing my last nite in malaysia.
last time to sleep on my bed.
last moment to have everything imprinted on my head.
so i'll always remember what home feels like.
i'm gonna miss everything here.

even the lousy lazy cats. yes.

ella, aleia and i went to alamanda to watch G-Force.
my intention is to watch The Ugly Truth.
but since we brought aleia, so that stayed as an intention.
i'm gonna watch it with Z later in Jakarta,

Z is already in KL, staying at his friend's house F.
but nevermind, let him have his final nite here with his friends.

and i'm going to watch last episode of Ying Ye 3+1 (mingdao!!~)
awww... and i dunno how i'm gonna feel tomorrow.
mixed feeling.
sad. to leave home.
but energetic to see what's coming ahead.
anticipating...
later. gotta sleep.
gotta wake up early tomorrow.

.. try harder ..

i got nothing to say right here.
i'm pretty tired today,
babysitting job is indeed pretty tiring.
i understand one fact right now.
babies can cry for no reason at all.
they cry when they want milk.
they cry when they want to be hold, or a friend to play with.
they can even cry because they pooped, or urinate.

but i still love babies.
even if i'm totally clueless on what they really want.
but i still find them very cute indeed.
and i love my nephew, rafiq asyraff so much. =D