.. jantung berdegup hebat ..

i was like, WHAT??!!
my heart was throbbing in pain.
it never really beat in normal pace for 5 days straight.
but hey, I'VE PASSED MY PSYCHIATRY CYCLE!!!
YAY!~

hehes. and i got the highest score. another yay!!~
and i was soo shocked to hear bout it.
but, thank God. for everything.

Z also passed his internal meds exam.
congratulation!

but i have surgery cycle coming up!

be careful.. for ur own sake.

i've just looked at a picture my senior took during his clinical posting.
and it was scary.. so be careful, u might throw up.
but it's reality.



what u see right now is a woman's left breast.
she suffered breast tumor.

scary? but it's reality.
do regular check up.
see if there's an abnormal lump.
go seek ur doctor.

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today, i've finished my case presentation.
it was alright, i hope.
but just to be in the room watching ur friends present
and that u have to comment about them.
what they lacked.
they are VERR DIFFICULT!
i can't afford to go thru that again. *sigh*

tomorrow is OSCE exam for psychiatry cycle. wish me luck!

shit la status mental

blaja psikiatri serious buat org rasa nak gila.
serious! serious!!

sapa hafal status mental banyak2? then kena know how to interview patients?
silap2 cakap, nah, amek pisau kat perut or whatever they can use to attack.
(itu kalau patient delusion or hallucinate or mmg dah bengang)

like okay... benci kot hafal banyak2!
just stress.

dun mind me.. *tgh hafal*

status mental:

A deskripsi umum
-penampilan
-kesadaran
-pembicaraan
-perilaku dan asktivitas psikomotor
-sikap terhadap pemeriksa

B alam perasaan
-mood
-afek : stabilitas,pengendalian,echt/unecht,empati,dalam/dangkal,skala differensiasi,keserasian

C gangguan persepsi
-halusinasi
-ilusi
-depersonalisasi
-derealisasi

D fungsi intelektual
-intelegensi dan kemampuan informasi
-orientasi
-daya ingat
-konsentrasi
-kemampuan membaca menulis
-kemampuan visuospasial
-pikiran abstrak
-kemampuan menolong diri sendiri

E proses pikir
-arus pikir: produktivitas, kontinuitas, hendaya berbahasa
-isi pikir: waham, preokupasi

F pengendalian impuls

G daya nilai
-daya nilai sosial
-uji daya nilai
-penilaian realita

H tilikan

I taraf dapat dipercaya

haha.. there u go. hafal pun! benci ah.

a good listener

today, i've learned that it's not easy to be a good listener,
it takes a lot of patient and good empathy skills.
u cannot show ur sympathy,
u shud be a good, active and flexible listener.

a good listener...hurm

faster

i have no activity to do today besides enjoying the last bits of my holiday.
tomorrow, routine life awaits.
and i'm scared, dunno who's not.

i hope time will go fast. REAL FAST.

.. round round ..

here goes. holidays will end tomorrow.
and it's not sumthing i look forward to.
i have 6 more cycles to go before OSCE.
i hope it will all go smoothly.

i'm scared.
the holidays are blinding my sight.
these relaxing environment will indeed drives me insane.

please study.
psychiatry cycle is waiting.
with the so-called fearsome doctors.
i hope everything will be alright.

new year celebration

it's not much of a celebration.
but i think i kinda like it that way..

last night, i thought of going out.
but then i was having 2nd thoughts.
maybe there won't be any tickets left.
but at 7, Z asked me to call the cinema.
and yep, there's empty seats.

so we went to the mall,
bought our tickets.
haha. i was like the last person that was able to buy the tickets
and i made the cinema full.
the person next on line wasn't able to watch sherlock holmes.
if i was 2 second late, i wud be that person.
but lucky me.

and so we had our dinner,
and waited to go to the cinema at 9.40pm.
and the movie was superb.
i dunno, maybe i'm still in the mood for deductive movie.
haha, after i've watched so many detective conan movies.
and lucky that i've watched conan: phantom of the baker street.
so, i know i lil bit on what they were talking about in sherlock holmes.
hehes.

and so we watched the movie.
and after 2 hours or so, the movie ended.
the mall was already closed.
and we walked out to see fireworks everywhere.
and it was magnificent.
i liked it a lot.
maybe next year, we'll be celebrating that way, right z? hehes.

anyhow, 2010 is here,
i hope this year will be even better.
i'm crossing my fingers. =D
happy new year people.