..home..

i WANNA go HOME.
walaupun balik sebenarnya bulan depan je pun but still.

rasa nya terlalu lama..
serious.

have to go thru OSCE.
have to. have to!!~

.. Happy Birthday ..

dear love.
happy 23rd birthday.

i hope all of ur wish will come true.
including our wish to be together.

and i hope u'd pass THE OSCE.
so that we can go home.
and rest

i love you. always do. and always will.

.. ntah lah ..

OSCE makin dekat.
kau pulak makin sengal dan malas.

hot! hot! hot!

owh it's getting hot in here.

teringat lirik lagu tue (it's getting hot in here, so take off all ur clothes)

hahaha...

but, it is really hot.
and i feel the heat is increasing everyday..

okay, i lived at my house since my first year.
and it never occur to me that i might even think about leaving.

but lately, after sooo many things that had happened,
i find it very disturbing.

there's countless time where the ouse wud go blackout.
and we have to wash our own clothes when the mbak is gone.
and the fact that it's so difficult to get access to the gate when it's close. (mcm asrama)
and the most important thing is: my room is too hot! compared to others'

huh, might move to another house. MAYBE.
but under one condition, all my current housemates agree to move out.
otherwise, i think i just stay there.

you, me, them, us..

we live on our very own principles.

and i doesn't have to be the same with other people.

if u can't decide what's urs, make one now..

don't just simply follow what others believe.

because that's not how it works..

true, we need alliance in order to survive..

but if what we chose to follow, deeply inside, it is antagonized with what we believe..

then that's just awful, isn't it?

.. dah lulus but still, ada cabaran baru ..

waiting for our result.
aku dan kamu

it's getting harder day by day..
and i can't wait..
i just can't wait for april to come.
i want april to come sooner.
this past 6 months felt soo blurry.
i just can't recall when did i have full time of leisure.

and i just want it all over.

please.....

Z's bday is coming..
but all we can do is study to celebrate both his and my birthday.

AND IT SUCK!

LUCK

LUCK! LUCK! LUCK!
that's what i need.

and with hopes that my brain won't go malfunction on this critical time.

*sleepy* huhu