Big day

Nie bukan my big day,
But it's my sister's
She's getting married today
And today, i'm gonna be both happy n sad cz i have to go back to jakarta
Confirm sampai nnti menangis sbb sedih n terus rindu family.
Urgh, tak suka but nasib z is around
Tp tue pun until tomorrow je cz dia kene pg luar jakarta utk pandas. Arghhh.


It's not gonna be a happy months, may n june.

I still need a lot of practise.
I'm totally clueless tryingto figure out how to use it
So i guess, kena blajar dari mula lah
How to explore ur fon for idiots.
Haha.

Ok, nak try tido balik cz confirm hari nie akan penat gila.

Congratulation Syahrizan on ur wedding day. Finally~

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Mother

Tgk video kat fb ada org upload.
Pasal mak kena tengking dekat shopping complex. Omg!!
Sedihnya.. Everytime tgk akan menangis. I just don't understand knapa buat mak sendiri mcm tue?
U owe everything to ur mother and father.
U have ur dear life bcz of them.
Waktu kecik masa taktau apa2, mak lah yg basuhkan, mandi, suapkan makan.
Dah besar buat mak mcm tunggul. Sampai hati buang parents sendiri.
Tak kenang budi. Serious tak faham manusia mcm nie.
I can't believe it.
Why sanggup buat mcm tue?

Seriously. It hurts me even tho she's not my mother.
But tgk dia menggigil menangis n kena tinggal, serious rasa sedihh..

Pernah tak jalan2 and tgk pak cik jaga tua yg dah tak larat but still keje?
Owh tue pun sedih..
Walaupun tak seteruk mana but i guess a man that age shud be home main dgn cucu like my dad did.
Jangan buat parents macam tue please, true sometimes annoyed dengan bebelan n teguran,
But later bila diorang dah tKde nnti how???
Apa makna dlm hidup during that time?

I always fear the day when i might be parentless.
I'm scared. Even tho i know it's inevitable.
I'm scared..

I'm so scared.



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. owh look what u've done? ..

BROKEN HEARTED.

Same old spot

I always dream about the same thing. What does it mean?

Is it like there's some unfinished business?

Kenapa??

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you're beautiful

semalam mmg pg Times Square.

temankan Z pg buat spec baru,

haha. nasib murah.

because he can be hurm, fussy bila nak membeli-belah barang2 dia.

but he's still cute. hehehes.

and mula mmg plan nak tgk muvee.

but now mmg takde muvee best lah apart from iron man.

actually today ada kuar nightmare on the elm street

satu cter hantu yg pernah membuat saya takut pakai baju belang2 suatu ketika dulu.

but it's today and Z planned to go back home today.

so we can't watch it. *sigh*

and lucky z balik today,

mmg taknak mengaku but i've never truly rest since i came home this holiday.

so mmg kaki dah tahap muscle fatigue lah.

i deserve some rest.

today mmg melantak ganti tido.

since E suka lari bilik I sbb nak aircond.

so i was left all alone sleeping in my room.

it took a while for me to sleep if i'm alone.

sbb tue pagi tadi ganti tido lama jugak.

and adik suffers ISPA/URTI.

asyik batuk2, kesian.

and he's having tantrums. mmg penat melayan kerenah adik.

but boleh kata mak jaga 80% and mine is only 20%.

but 20% pun dah super penat.

skrg mmg sibuk masukkan cerita dalam iPod.

baru berhajat nak penuhkan 80GB.

kalau tak apa guna beli yg capacity besar2 kan?

ada plan menanti.

i really want it.

but terpaksa ditangguhkan dulu hasrat itu.

tapi hati serious membara2 sekarang. haihs. hati.. hati..

apa best?

hari ni Z dtg..

which means on 4th of May ye..

jumpa macam biasa kat Kl Sentral..

sbb tue je lah tempat paling tengah2 boleh jumpa

and from there we'll go somewhere else.

and plannya nak pg situ nak beli air asia nye tiket utk balik Jakarta

and i hate to say service situ mmg siot. why?

dah lah lambat! then salah eja nama pulak tue

dah tak pasal2 tomorrow kena pg balik sana and correct it.

IDIOT

but nvm lah. benda dah jadi.

after that we went to mana lagi kalau bukan Mid Valley

sbb tue je lah the most covenient place nak pg yg tak payah tukar2 train.

sbb nak balik direct je to Bangi..

we went to watch iron man 2

ahaha. belasah ah dapat seat yg agak depan.

but who cares.

masanya sungguh menepati cita rasa.

if not, mmg kena tunggu lagi lah kebosanan.

so far, cter tue okaylah.

i enjoyed it but it's not that captivating.

ok, looking forward to see Z again tomorrow.

but mmg dah ketandusan idea nak pg mana and buat apa lagi esok.

KL kalau takde kete sendiri mmg lah melimitkan pemandangan.

cepat lah abes. keja and beli kereta sendiri.

yes.

.. my trip to Singapore ..

owh it was FANTASTIC.

really MAGNIFICENT!

sukanya pg Universal Studio.

it is divided into few sections: Hollywood, Egypt, Waterwold, Madagascar, Jurassic Park, Sci-Fi city etc..

banyak rides and shows yang menarik.

ada shrek show, donkey's life, steven spielberg's show, mummy show and many more.

but tiket around 60 dollar.

hurm, thank u miji sbb belanja bwak pg universal studio.

kalau pg sendiri mmg tak mampu. hehes.