week 9

week 9.

rasa nak cepat2 habis interna kat sini..

but then again..

tak habis study lagi.. omg!!

takut tapi malas.

maybe sbb tgk konsulen lepak, eh konon nak lepak jugakkk lah.

hadoiii..

bitchiness

susahhh lah if nak terasa everytime kan.

when we talked bout sumbody else pun awak nak terasa we talked bout u just cz

we don't include u in it.

why? owh wait, cz i know u're gonna blab.

bosan lah life's here.

they make u deal with a bunch of immature people. damn it.

santai? idk

smalam hari yg hurmm.. quite different lah.

sbb kitorang decided nak pg this dolphins' show.

takde beza pun dgn the one i've watched before kat taman safari.

only this time, it was with my friends and Z. =)

open house

skrg tgh sakit..

actually sakit malam tadi masa oncall..

pharyngitis dah ada then dtg pulak flu..

nasib baik tak demam..

kalau tak mmg bertuah sunggu sakit di hujung minggu.

taknak sakitt..

cz susah nak keje if sakit.

btw, hari tue pg beraya kat rumah dr magang..

my god, terlepas lah rindu nak makan masakan malaysia..

cz i'm craving for kuah kacang.. dunno why..

rasa baru 2-3 months tak balik malaysia but i already misses home like whoaaaa...

sigh.. i miss my family.

raya my version

raya.. i wanna be home.

besok definitely raya..

and saya cuti today and tomorrow.

but what's good of having holiday for raya?

when u're not even home with your family?

all i have here is Z. and thank god ada dia.

if tak, lagi merana kot. huhu..

i soo miss my family.

i hate being here.

true, baru je 2 siklus koas dah nak merana lah konon?

but it's true..

kalau tak satu kepala with grupmate..

mmg payah..

ye lah.. sape je kat mesia.. yg fikir nak sogok nurse2 dengan benda mahal2.

so that nnti bila ujian dapat the so-called bantuan?

kan? and ada hadiah layak and tak layak utk bagi konsulen?

like kau org kaya..

kau yg tak faham cara org tak berapa nak kaya nih berfikir..

like, seriously.. duduk sini dgn scholar 1k per month.

banyak sgt ke if nak habeskan utk benda2 yg tak penting?

NO-NO-NO

bencilah duduk sini.

no. bukan benci duduk sini.

tak suka dgn certain grupmates..

karawang interna best. true.

Raya.. Just another public holiday.

Sedih dgn entry di atas.
But honestly, it is true. Kenapa?
Takde feel nak raya?
Why? Sbb skrg I'm not in malaysia.
I have no family here, no close friends,
No familiar faces.
Sume mcm alien to me.. Except few people.
Tapi tak rasa lgsung smangat nak raya..
Back in malaysia, at least ada family.
Mak maybe buat kuih sket2 or paling ada nasi impit, rendang ayam and kuah kacang.
But here? Oncall 2nd day raya.. Takde choices of foods..
Sume tak de lah best sgt.
I can live. But merely just live. Not fully alive.
Teringat raya masa kecik2.. So so happy.
Balik kg itself sgt2 lah mengembirakan.
Main2 with cousins yg skrg dah bsr and sume bawak haluan sendiri.
Like klu jumpa almost mcm stranger.
Sobs.. Apa ntah nasib??

I miss my family.
Almost raya numb kat sini sampai tak boleh nak rasa apa2 actually.
And benda panas between RI-M skrg mmg lah agak stressful.
Rasa if mara kata dah smbung blaja kat mesia, I'd take that choice without thinking kot.

Anyhoo, selamat hari raya..
Maaf zahir batin.
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