2012

the beginning of another year..
and 20 more weeks before going back to malaysia for good.

ain't it such a bliss?

my new year resolution. i will not state 'em here.
only after it's fulfilled, then i'll tell..

dear god.. help me..=)

Nothing to soon.

Hurm, akhirnya psychiatry cycle dah sampai minggu terakhir dah.

I'm sorry doc, I don't fit to be a psychiatrist.

Lagi rela amek paeds kot. :p

Anyway, tadi pg C&K and I bought this new shoes! Hªª :) hªª :D hªª =D hªª :p hªª =)).. ‎​(^____^ )

..i don't like psychiatry ..

saya tak layak jadi seorang doktor psikiatri. why?

because:
1. i'm not patient enough
2. i'm not a good listener
3. i don't empathize enough
4. i hate writing reports. (specifically in bahasa)

bosan.bosan.bosan.

bencinya jiwa cepatlah habis.

.....................

thank god after abes psych nie boleh balik Malaysia.

last week pg embassy.. hehe. untuk aidil adha.
makanan tak sedap sgt.
so balik awal.



now rindu mak nye masakan..
nak ROTI JALA!!~

psychiatry

hurm.. first week dah berlalu.
seperti biasa, i don't know apa perasaan towards psychiatry sbb still beradaptasi.

what i know, the phrase "orang gila" is cruel.
kesian kat diorang cz normally they have a tragic past/stressor.

and we are not in the right mind ourselves if we call them that.

believe me, they should not be treated with fear but with empathy.

though we should be careful not to be dragged in their believes.
simply because, sesetengah org dgn gangguan jiwa ni ada waham yang aneh.

like: dia lah tuhan, dia raja anything.

and they even hallucinate: they can listen to a voice telling them stuff.

so we should be aware of all those.
so that we are not sucked in their vertex.

anyway, i'm gonna enjoy the next four weeks in psychiatry..

done with neuro.. moving on with psychiatry..

neuro dah habes.
and i hope semua org lulus..
tolong lah lulus.. scary kot if kena ngulang lagii. not funny..

and i love MOST of my groupmate.
sbb ada sorg yg most of us tak suka so be it.. zzz.

tetibe my perspective changed.
doktor yg dulu saya tak suka in previous post turns out takde lah teruk sgt..

btw, exam dgn dr B, he's nice.
tapi aura kita berdua tak ngam lah.. i'm scared of u... huhu..
then again, second day of exam, supposedly exam kat poli siang.
but i thought kene tunggu je kat ruko sampai dipanggil..
so i missed the exam and kene buat referat.

so right now tgh mengumpul ebergy untuk siapkan referat today.
sbb nak submit by monday. i don't care..

feeling down..

in every cycle there's always this one doctor that u can't stand..

i don't like the way he teaches us...
what kind of a teacher who act like he's underestimating us.
racist is one thing..but then?

if u are a teacher, then act like one.
u may like to teach, but ur way is too intimidating..


i feel bad.

eid 2011

selamat hari raya, maaf zahir & batin..

after this posting neuro.. malasnyaaa...