days after...

glurp... glurp... glurp..
or whatever sound people made to picture the sounds of hungry tummy....
i can feel the urge of hunger...
maybe the lateral hypothalamus is working...
so i don't have brain damage..
that's why i'm hngry..
which is very2 normal...

exam's over...
i'm glad..
even tho i'm screwed...
all i want now is to go out and have fun!~
have fun have fun!!~

i wanna watch p.s:i love u...
a muvee adapted from a novel by cecilia ahern...
i hope it'll be a great muvee..
i'm loving it!~

why god created examinations???

buzz buzz buzz....
lymbic system...
buzz buzz buzz...
amygdaloid...hippocampus...
tractus corticospinalis..cornu anterior medulla spinalis...
buzz buzz buzz...
they are just thoughts in my mind...
my busy busy mind...
i feel like my mind have gone haywired...

why do we have to do exams?
why why why???
my mind is cramped..
jammed...
blocked...
i need OUT OUT OUT!!!!

happy birthday happy birthday!!!

tick tock...
tick tock...
tick tock...
counting times and seconds tick away...
i was in front of my house...
waiting and waiting...
last-checking my hair, my clothes, and my sandals...
and there he was walking, slow paced, trying to look owh-i'm-so-cool look...
so pathetic..
but i like it.. hahaha

i hid what i intend to give to him.. instead.. we walked to get a cab..
where to?
"pak, ke plaza senayan ya??"

tick tock..
tick tock..
silence is overpowering...
i was nervous...
then we arrived there.. but we walked to senayan city...
and walked straight to secret recipe...
and found a place outside..
the view is overwhelming... i smiled at him...
and gave a little pre-present for him...=)

and we ate our food, talking and laughing...
it's so comfortable talking to him...
and i surprised him with dessert...
chocolate indulgance.
yes he was surprised!~ yay!!
and then we head home...
time ticked fast...

finally...
we were in front of my house..
a little goodbye look..
sad-impressed-frustrating-happy... all blended in one specific look...
i asked him to close his eyes...
yes he did...
and gave him his present...
he was delightful...

i couldn't be any happier...

how i celebrate his birthday...

i'm excited to celebrate his birthday!!
it's his first birthday celebration with me
and hell i wanna make it special...
maybe i'm overdoing it..
maybe i'm underdoing it...
omg!!! i'm freaking out!!!

will tell u the details later...
now this queen need to be ready for one ofher big nights...

happy birthday to him...

it's his birthday...
it's his birthday...
it's his birthday...
he's turning 21 and i am still 19(for less than a month)

life is like a wheel...
rolling and rolling and rolling...
sometimes u're up and sometimes u're down...
but when u're on top of the world dun ever think u can look down upon others...
dun underestimate them..
because u'll never know when u might fall...
fall so hard to the ground...
who will u lean on???
who will help u??
who wud be there for u???
it's just questions that's going on in my head these days...

created an account...

i start up late...
i shud have started sooner..
if nisa didn't force me to make this blog..
i dun give a damn...

one more year come and go..
i'm still the same...literally speaking...
got two or three pimples coming up on my face..(shit, plz dun eat nuts!)
still am a heavy sleeper...
still am the talkative girl...
enjoying life to the fullest...

one more year come and go...
i still walking the same path...
only this time with somebody new...
not the old lame love life...
am with somebody new...
and he just gave me present this morning..
i love him~