went to ancol and it is fun!

i love going anywhere with friends
i love hanging out.
we went to Ancol and it was fun.

sunset

friends

i love it!!~

the fun we had was awesome!!~

it's not just about me..i knew it..

i can't help but notice how selfish i sometime can be...
and it is sad that i know that it is always about me and yet,
i did nothing to make up for that...
i did nothing to stop that..
i did nothing to make things right...
i left it just like that..
and god knows how many hearts have i hurt...
and the effort to apologize...
i wonder when i will have the guts to do that.

fastnet is fast!!~

i have come to beleive that fastnet is fast!~
before this, i am using natzap.
it was a massacre, using that.
u just have to pay for 250k for limited connection.
whereas when using fastnet it is unlimited for 295k and it is damn fast
i guess it is worth the price.
but.
we can't yet find out how to share into 4 laptops using router.
anybody knows?

for how long is long?

they say eternity is long.
but how long is it?
just facing 30 minutes dreadful time for the exam to finish is long enuff
hurm... does hatred will be washed away by then?
does loathe and despise will be gone by then?
i wonder...

what i like about home

home sweet home..
people say that as a sense of comfort..
they believe that home will bring them
security..
comfort..
and happiness..

4 more days

one month holiday is long enough..
being away from him is difficult enough...
all i want is a reality cheque:
free ticket right now back to jakarta
i miss him..
4 days are too long to wait..

realize by colbie caillat

Take time to realize,
That your warmth is
Crashing down on in.
Take time to realize,
That I am on your side
Didn't I, Didn't I tell you.

But I can't spell it out for you,
No it's never gonna be that simple
No I cant spell it out for you

If you just realize what I just realized,
Then we'd be perfect for each other
and will never find another
Just realized what I just realized
we'd never have to wonder if
we missed out on each other now.

Take time to realize
Oh-oh I'm on your side
didn't I, didn't I tell you.
Take time to realize
This all can pass you by
Didn't I tell you

But I can't spell it out for you,
no it's never gonna be that simple
no I can't spell it out for you.

It's not always the same
no it's never the same
if you don't feel it too.
If you meet me half way
If you would meet me half way.
It could be the same for you.

If you just realize what I just realized
then we'd be perfect for each other
then we'd never find another
Just realize what I just realized
we'd never have to wonder
Just realize what I just realized

If you just realize what I just realized

OoOoOOo

missed out on each other now
missed out on each other now

Realize, realize
realize, realize