selamat hari raya

it's the last day of fasting..
now ramadhan will end. and syawal will come..
like i told you earlier, this is the first raya i'll be celebrating at home.
my last 2 years were spent in Jakarta,
it was sooo sad not having family by your side during raya.














this is my first raya in jakarta,
i was on standing at the front row on the right.
this photo was sent to one of the local newspaper.
but still, celebrating raya at other places that wasn't called home was still devastating.














this is my second year of raya,
still not at home...
*sigh*. but this year,
i found somebody new.
and that's the gift behind the misery of not going home.
i met the love of my life...

and it's already a year..
and it's already Raya..
so i'm taking this chance to wish

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI.
i'm home this year and i couldn't be happier for that

shadows..

i..
i wanna see what he saw..
touch what he touched..
feel what he felt..
think what he thought..
just being in his footsteps..
makes me feel like i know him..
understand him..
but i will always be his shadow..
could there be a chance that i can step next to him?

raya prep..

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI
MAAF ZAHIR BATIN

i'm not that enthusiastic making raya prep.
just a nice and simple one would do...
this is already the 2nd day of my holiday.
and i'm totally am bored.
i don't know.
it's pretty tiring fasting here than in jakarta,
i don't know what the "it" factor that make it like that.
i already have my "baju raya", bought by izzy.
and another 2 baju raya bought by my mum.

and i'm still am bored..
might be because of less communication with my friends.
when u just onlne everyday and see nobody else is only on YM..
why?? too busy making raya prep??? (except for ekey, who's always online)
hahaha... (ekey, no offense.. tak bermaksud apa2)

my exam is on 11th i think.
i haven't studied anything yet.
hahaha.. (takutnyeerr)

i'm not going back for raya,
due to certain events,
but anyway, hey, it's raya.
and this is my first raya in malaysia after i went to jakarta.
so.. better be GRATEFUL!!

and i...
i don't know.. even in the sea of people..
i still feel lonely.. pretty ironic huh?
so.. this is it..
later

i'm back at HOME

a place like no other...
home.

can't wait

in less than 24 hours.
i'll be home.
eating pure mamak roti canai with kuah dal.
and 'lepaking' at kopitiam bangi till morning.

soulnation festival!

i want to go to soulnation festival!
like REALLY2 want to go.
will buy ticket asap.
anybody interested?? huhu

first day of class

as u see, today is my first day of class
i can't sleep last night. i don't know why.
but please note that it has nothing to do with excitement for classes (duh)
hehes. ME (mental emosional) is a total disappointment.
class was packed with students.
and it was boring. seriously.
and i see the schedule that we will be having discussion like everyday after this..
ahhhhh. and that's so frustrating.
lucky the exam is on friday after holiday.
i hope things will be better. i hope it will.
please.