.. shocked! ..

i can't believe that my holiday is coming to an end soon.

HUHUHU

tho secrectly i'm also glad because it means that i can see Z again.

YAY!

.. absence makes the heart grows fonder ..

let's face it,

i've been with z for almost 3 years now.

3 amazing years.

true, it has its ups and downs.

and thank god most of it is always up. =)

but, i am soo not good in long distance relationship.

i have to be patient.

c'mon girl! u can do it.

listing down what i want for my birthday:

twilight saga collection book (even tho i've read them all)

classy hair band

what else?

i'll continue later.

.. uneasy ..

this is one of those time.

i don't know, the way he described her.

she's better than i am.

and all i can be is one selfish, dependent, greedy person.

i want more more more.

though i give more.

but i think i am at lost here.

so i hope i'll be better.

in terms of everything.

let's work on it.

i should be better.

otherwise, it'll be a waste to fall for me instead of her right?

.. zee avi live in kl ..

loving it. but they made us stand there for almost 1 hour.

ahh. but the show was superb.

nice one for a local talent. hehes.

.. looking forward to it ..

getting ready is a must.

tonight i am going to zee avi live show.

it's not like i'm her biggest fan,

it's just that, i think it would be fun to go there with my sisters, yes and izzy.

and yeah, mara had banked in our scholar.

so yeah, i'm pretty much psyched up right now.

and i've bought flight ticket to go back to jakarta.

i hope z will get the same flight ticket as mine.

so we can go back together.

he had to. by hook or by crook.

and what's above are just some random pictures.

.. irritating ..

there's a lot of things that irritates me right now.

and i admit i am short-tempered.

but this is outrageous.

i hate feeling like this.

so impure. and seems like poison.

i know that's because i'm short-tempered,

i sometimes say things i don't really mean.

and it sometimes hurt people around me.

i might want to take it back.

but it's just a little too late to do so.

i don't know what i want right now.

and i know i can't use this as an excuse on how i had behaved.

but still, i'm just a normal human being too.

capable of feeling love and hatred.

it's as simple as that.

.. Wii Fit Plus ..

my right hand is achig due to playing wii.

haha..

but hey, it's fit plus. so i'm doing exercise at 10pm.

haha..

i've done aerobic, stretching.

and games. but i love that.

looking forward to play that again.