alhamdulillah

dah nak masuk minggu ke-5 surgery cycle

and dalam masa jadi coass bedah, tak pernah dapat hecting.

and thank god semalam ada 2 patients boleh hecting.

at least doa termakbul untuk tujuan belajar yg lebih baik.

other wise what's the point masuk cycle bedah if tak dapat basic skills dia kan?

and right now doa nak dapat jahit dalam OK pulak.

eventho makcik dan pakcik2 dalam OK tue sume kedekut.

let's find a way.

huhu.

i miss home real bad.

i totally..

can hardly move on.

rasa banyak sgt masalah.

but i have to be strong.

i HAVE to.

new rotation

baru je habes stase interna di karawang.

did i tell you saya dapat dgn dr N Specialist Pulmo?

haihs..

memang bergelumang dgn buku tbc and penyakit paru yg lain lahhh..

however, exam pun dah lepas.

and harap dapat nilai yg bagus...

Z ajak pg amek nilai mggu depan..

now, actually berharap dapat cuti stagnancy..

tapi dapat gak new cycle-surgery pulak tue.

kat karwang lagi..

dah lah dah 4 cycles takde bedah karawang..

so it's difficult lah nak tanya2 the do's and don't.

terpaksa lah tanya senior yg paling last amek dulu..

skrg dalam stase orthopaeds.

hurm hari pertama blur.

hari kedua even more confused.

nasib lah hari nie at least dapat ikut operasi.

walaupun cuma jadi tukang pegang retractor and suction and debb debb..

tapi dapat gak first class standing seat untuk tgk live amputation of lower limb.

free of charge.

i miss home. but..

kena sambung lagi stase..

huhuu.. sedih but wth.

teruskan je lah..

berharap badan terus-menerus sehat.

kuat mental dan fisikal.

and idk.. hope i'll do just fine.

sry lambat and dah lama tak update.

cz i dunno what to write anymore.

it's just work.eat.sleep.oncall.

i never seem to enjoy life anymore. =(

week 9

week 9.

rasa nak cepat2 habis interna kat sini..

but then again..

tak habis study lagi.. omg!!

takut tapi malas.

maybe sbb tgk konsulen lepak, eh konon nak lepak jugakkk lah.

hadoiii..

bitchiness

susahhh lah if nak terasa everytime kan.

when we talked bout sumbody else pun awak nak terasa we talked bout u just cz

we don't include u in it.

why? owh wait, cz i know u're gonna blab.

bosan lah life's here.

they make u deal with a bunch of immature people. damn it.

santai? idk

smalam hari yg hurmm.. quite different lah.

sbb kitorang decided nak pg this dolphins' show.

takde beza pun dgn the one i've watched before kat taman safari.

only this time, it was with my friends and Z. =)