08 August 2008

reminisce the old time...

just remembering when i first came here...
on 2006.. a lot have change since then..
i had my heart broken... and patched.
i broke up.. changing..
be more mature ( i guess)
mostly, i truly know what he is like..
when i used to be with him..
i was blinded that i could not even see how he had acted so wrong...
all i can see is a flawless person..
like God had spent his lifetime creating him..
how very wrong i was.
no wonder they say love is blind...
accepting him for who he is devastating..
very devastating..
it's a VERY2 good thing that i am no longer with him.
and that i am with somebody else who appreciate me for who i am.
and love me endlessly..
how stupid i was back then, God knows.
i hope the same mistakes won't happen twice.
that i will only blunder once.
i guess that is more than enough that i can cope.
no human could suffer too much..
and i had my time.
right now.. i'm glad that it is all over.

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