so scared.

i'm so scared that i dun get to sleep well..

u see..

yesterday..

secara tak sengaja.. my nephew jatuh dari tangga under my supervision/

and i dk why i got traumatized and the images kept repeating itself right before my eyes.

i feel uneasy.

i feel guilty.

and i'm scared. totally scared.

all of my medical knowledge come backfired at me.

and i hate it.

so far, observation has been done.

no injury.

just a swell on his forehead and bruises.

even that.. doesn't help me ease down.

i'm gonna continue watching.

because i love my niece and nephew.