Flight of ideas

1. Ping! Is offensive if being repeated 2-3 times. If it's not delivered, ok I understand u try to somehow give a boost by "Ping!". But if repeated 2-3 times, it's annoying tau. Sumtimes kita tgh busy, and tgk2 kat ввм apa lah yg penting sgt, rupa2nya just simply nak bgtau benda bodoh2 je and ping! Yg lebih2.. (¬_¬) Zzz

2. Being a medstudent is boring. Medical doctor as a profession, I never think of that as sumthing to be proud of. What's the use of having an elite (yeke?) White collar profession when ur life tunggang-terbalik?

3. I just wanna go home. I wanna go home. I can say this thousands of time cz I really wanna go home. I miss my family, my nephew, niece. Everyone.

4. Nak shopping. Tapi taknak. Dia perasaan just in between.

5. Just bought new silicon cover for my bb. So people would stop assuming that my favourite colour is purple.

6. Nak cepat2 habeskan IKM. And also wanna excel in it. آمينَ


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Haus Ilmu

I know it's a sensitive topic
Tapi it crossed my mind, so here goes.

Koas pertama mmg selalu exciting,
Challenging, and it drives you in a sort of way..
Tp kan, jangan lah sampai HI and menjatuhkan group sendiri.
I mean it's crucial to know, bila dah jadi koas jgn jadi extremist.

Sbb if dah jadi terlalu rajin awal2, when you're needed to be hardworking, awak jadi malas sampai pato.

So I guess, it's best to start of easy.
Jadi average, blend in..
And excel in exams.

Jadi koas essential nya u do you job, tak MT, tak extremist..

P/s: how do others see me?
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Health and happiness

Sekarang merasakan health adalah harta terbesar yang perlu dikejar.
Sakit is not a good thing.
It doesn't feel good.

Nanti kerja tergendala.
Badan, emosi tak sehat.
Lemah. Weak.

And if the outcome is not good.
Then it will not just affect u, but your friends and family..

So dear God, give me good health.
One of many things I've asked so far. آمينَ
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Miss

Rindu stase anak. Keji x..
Dulu masa still stase anak tak sabar sgt nak habes.
Now rindu pulak babies kat situ. Rinduu..

Now stase IKM, first 2 days boring gila.
Hari nie cuti dapat makan free.
Esok dah start masuk puskesmas.. Hopefully lah menarik.
X dapat membayangkan hidup 8 mggu ke depan.


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اَلْحَمْدُلِلّهِ

Thank god stase stressful nie dah berakhir. Even tho berakhir dgn mixed feelings. Tapi bersyukur gak sbb dah selesai. Even tho tak tau hasil akhir ke arah bonam ke malam.. (⌣́_⌣̀")

hari ni selesai packing barang
Esok pagi nak pindah balik grogol.
Dah xde jaga malam sampai raya. Hehes..

Lepas nie dapat cycle IKM kat jakarta..
Dah tak larat duduk koja sbb duit habes beribann. Stress dia banyak faktor pencetus..

Org berharap hidup should be fullfiling kan? My life.. Don't quite like where I am standing right now.
Tp apa boleh buat, terima je lah.
If God gives u an obstacle, it's only because He knows that u can cope with it..

And I'm homesick..
Nak jumpa semua org..
And nak jumpa baby Iman Hezry.
Cute name..
Iman Hezry b Izwan Effendy. Comell..
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Since whatever..

2 hari lagi exam bangsal..
How? How? Dah cukup ready kah??

Rite now I wanna sleep.
That's all I know for sure..

And I looked so skinny I hate myself.


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Stages of relationship..

Org kata (actually tgk u-tube), rship ada few stages. We go thru each stages and it has its own criteria.. It's more like a phase from hooking up to breaking up.

01. Strangers
Mula2 tak kenal. Like apa yg attract the both of u close to each other. The x factor. Looks? Attitude? Just simply anything??

02. The chase
Dari mula2 usha sampai tackle2. Trial n error phase. Org kata (u tube) masa nie masa yg paling berbunga2. Bila ada 1 new message. Hati melompat2 nak baca sms tue. Yeke? Ahaha.. Skrg zaman ввм sume naik terus takde tunggu 2-3 minit for one new sms.

03. Honeymoon
Bila dah jadi couple. Rasa dunia nie bling2. Full of rainbows. Haha. Mcm teori ted from HIMYM honeymoon phase nie, kita rasa kita lah yg paling hebat and other couple sux. Well, it's gonna last sumhow.

04. Comfortable
Bila dah habis dah phase rollercoaster ride nie. Mulalah kita akan menjadi diri kita sendiri. U-tube cakap phase nie it's either u continue to work on the rship or u just simply start to build a distance with ur partner.

05. Tolerance
Bila dah start ada that invisible distance, mula rasa there's sumthing wrong, but u just don't know what. Most of steady couple ada di phase ini. They foughts, they argue, they make up, and it goes on and on. Tp sbb the trust they have upon each other yg buat diorg still holding on.

06. Downhill
Nie bila the bitter parts are more than the sweet parts. Rough days turns to months or maybe years. Masa nie lah akan pop up question in each of their mind, are they strong enough to either hold on or let it go ie. Breaking up. Masa nie jugak lah, they start to look for a matress to back their fall, maybe cheating with other person, or just simply ignoring the other person or whatever. But it's going down the drain.

07. Breaking up
Mula2 rasa bila break up nie ada 2 outcome. Sama ada u can maintain being just friends or u turns out being each other worst nightmare. Which one is urs?

08. Strangers
Bila dah back to strangers, all u have is just bits of memories. Tak ingat sgt pun. Eventho u'll still remember, but that heart of urs still have the scars from the breaking. U'd never want to feel it ever again.

So what phase are u?

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