.. PTSD ..

PTSD or Post Traumatic Stress Disorder.
haha. it's not actually a traumatic event.
and it doesn't even fulfill in DSM-IV characteristic for PTSD
but it's still a trauma for me.
reminding me that time is short.
and i know what it feels like studying in the eleventh hour.
and i'm not even ready for the exam
i don't think i did well.
last night was so stressful for me.
and i don't ever wanna go through that again.

next week on monday, MP6 class will begin.
wish me luck.
i so have to do well in this to compensate for the flaw i've made this morning.
pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeee.

in the mean time.
got to study for SOCA!!!!~ gosh!